What does it take to be #1?

I was doing so well for like...a month. I just dont think about this much and when I do, I dont have time. but i'm trying.

So, I am not one who you would call an ice cream addict. I actually rarely buy any at the store and ice cream from Cold Stone or such is such an impulse buy and rarely happens. But I tell you, Blue Bell had a great marketing scheme by coming to speak to my mktg class. Well, they didnt really come by choice...they were offered an award and came to accept it. But still. I have been craving some since the moment I saw their logo. (havent bought any yet...good girl...but sure to give in soon) I dont even care what flavor. Anything from homemade vanilla to PB&J would suit me just fine. I just want some friggin blue bell. And then it hit me. What if they dont have blue bell in north carolina?!?! how will i manage? i dont ever buy any other brands of ice cream and i have no interest in starting. just another thing to worry about!

on a more serious note, I think my semester is slipping through my fingers. well...mainly cause I dont ever do anything. I've been so bad the past 2 weeks. I started out so well! But it is so much harder than i expected (which generally initiates MORE studying, but whatever) and I'm SO ready to graduate. I can already see myself in my brand new bed, brand new car, beautifully decorated house/apartment, etc. Hard to wake up long enough to take my poorly dressed self, drive my old car that makes noises and is sure to lose a clutch soon (and for those of you non-car people...losing a clutch is not a good thing) and do homework...only to come home to my bare room with no real bed (just a mattress on a frame). What a pty party! Dont feel bad for me at all!!! :)

This is so random. I dont even know why I'm typing this. The astros just lost the world series...my heart is aching. why am i not at kroger buying myself blue bell??? :) Guess I'll head to bed now...another long day ahead of me tomorrow and tomrrow night i HAVE to do TONS of homework cause this weekend is super busy. Saw II...friday...wanna come? let me know!