Sunday, January 30, 2005
What a crazy couple of days! All I can say is Luis was right...I need a back massage! (and quickly!)
Of course when it rains it pours...it could happen no other way. And of course if things are going to upset me it would be during this last week in January...how could it not be like that? Dont get my wrong, things are going well considering. Its just the fact that I have to say "considering". Yeah, things are going well when you consider that my brother is in hawaii, my best friend is in california, my heart is in iraq, I am taking 16 hours and working 20, and february 2 is less than a week away. When you consider all that, I'm doing great! but I long for the day when I will once again be great...NOT considering...just great. Until then, here's a poem I wrote to express my feelings:
You are everywhere
In my mind, in my room, in my heart.
I don’t know how to live without you
I didn’t think we would ever part.
I wake up every morning
And your face surrounds me.
I try to erase you from my mind
But you are all I can see.
When I close my eyes to forget you
All I can imagine is your face.
When I open my eyes to reality
I long even more for your embrace.
What happened to our plans?
What about all we wanted to do?
Is all of this truly real?
Did I really say goodbye to you?
Should I take down all your pictures;
Give myself a brand new start?
How can I, when you are everywhere;
In my mind, in my room, in my heart?
Some of you may have read it on my away message, and some of you may be sick of it by now. Give me time. better get to bed. the best place for an aching heart is church and I'll be there in 8 hours. until then, I'll be catching some zzzz's.
Of course when it rains it pours...it could happen no other way. And of course if things are going to upset me it would be during this last week in January...how could it not be like that? Dont get my wrong, things are going well considering. Its just the fact that I have to say "considering". Yeah, things are going well when you consider that my brother is in hawaii, my best friend is in california, my heart is in iraq, I am taking 16 hours and working 20, and february 2 is less than a week away. When you consider all that, I'm doing great! but I long for the day when I will once again be great...NOT considering...just great. Until then, here's a poem I wrote to express my feelings:
You are everywhere
In my mind, in my room, in my heart.
I don’t know how to live without you
I didn’t think we would ever part.
I wake up every morning
And your face surrounds me.
I try to erase you from my mind
But you are all I can see.
When I close my eyes to forget you
All I can imagine is your face.
When I open my eyes to reality
I long even more for your embrace.
What happened to our plans?
What about all we wanted to do?
Is all of this truly real?
Did I really say goodbye to you?
Should I take down all your pictures;
Give myself a brand new start?
How can I, when you are everywhere;
In my mind, in my room, in my heart?
Some of you may have read it on my away message, and some of you may be sick of it by now. Give me time. better get to bed. the best place for an aching heart is church and I'll be there in 8 hours. until then, I'll be catching some zzzz's.
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