What does it take to be #1?

I was asked today who my poem was to, as it could be to any of the 4 people my heart aches for right now. Not that I owe anyone an answer, but I dont really want people to think I'm that pathetic to write it about Austin or that I'm that attached to Jonathan...so, I will give you all an answer. I wrote it about my dad. I know, 7 years later and I'm still unsure of things. Sad, I know. I hope more than you that one day it will go away. Sorry for those of you who had to put up with me today, and this weekend for that matter. tomorrow is a new day and I'm hoping for a good one. Thank you so much Alexis, Kristine, Travis, and Jonathan for being so supportive and amazing today. I couldnt have made it through with minimal tears without you. Hope you all have a great week...its already february 2005! crazy!!!