Friday, July 02, 2004
**sigh of relief** summer school is over FOR-EV-ER!!! I have completed my 6 hours successfully and I will never take summer school again! WHOOP to that!
Today was sort of a sad day. I packed some stuff in my room to go home tomorrow, and packed some stuff to make my job easier in 2 weeks. It was hard...i have lived here for only 9 months but, though I hated it at times, it feels like home. I did a lot of growing here...went through a lot of changes. I am happy to be going...wipe the dust off and start over...but still, it is a hard thing. I will definitely miss Alexis. She was planning on staying in CS next year so it wasnt going to be too bad, but now she is considering Denton. Denton?!?! Whats there when I'm here?!?! j/k. I know that whatever she chooses will be best for her...and this isnt about me. And I know we will probably still see each other just as often, it just might cost more. But that doesnt make it any easier. My room definitely had too many decorations, thats for sure! Taking them down feels like I am stripping every bit of me out of my room. I still have TONS of stuff in here but it no longer looks like my room. It is so odd. I know that my life is in God's hands, I am moving forward, and he will provide for me. But it is scary to think I am moving out into a new place, again, I might not have Alexis, and lots of other aspects of life are dramatically changing. But, sigh of relief again, I will be thrilled to have Patty, Sarah, and Lindsay here. I plan to make lots of new friends through Rugby, Project Sunshine, and another club who's name is left nameless right now...even still, it will be great to have those gals here. They know how to make me smile just by being around. Sometimes i seriously miss senior year of high school...I cried more than any other year besides 8th grade, but I was so happy...all the time. My goal is to be that happy next year as well. I think I will because, as I do for others, my heart is lifted and I feel relieved. So I am looking forward to it. And, as Shania Twain sings "Up up up, there's no where but up from here...up up, up where the clouds dont appear.
I am in the middle of a great book called "P.S. I love you" It is about a woman who is about to turn 30 when her husband who she has been with since she was 14, dies and she doesnt know how to move on. (i didnt spoil anything in case you wanted to read it) Anyway, it is such an awesome book...makes you laugh and cry on every page. But, about 25 pages in, you find out that her husband died on the second of february. I sat there, stunned, for about 10 minutes and then I almost peed in my pants. It was the biggest freak coincidence in the world.
Ok, I have to go see spiderman II now. have an awesome weekend, and more on this stuff later!
Today was sort of a sad day. I packed some stuff in my room to go home tomorrow, and packed some stuff to make my job easier in 2 weeks. It was hard...i have lived here for only 9 months but, though I hated it at times, it feels like home. I did a lot of growing here...went through a lot of changes. I am happy to be going...wipe the dust off and start over...but still, it is a hard thing. I will definitely miss Alexis. She was planning on staying in CS next year so it wasnt going to be too bad, but now she is considering Denton. Denton?!?! Whats there when I'm here?!?! j/k. I know that whatever she chooses will be best for her...and this isnt about me. And I know we will probably still see each other just as often, it just might cost more. But that doesnt make it any easier. My room definitely had too many decorations, thats for sure! Taking them down feels like I am stripping every bit of me out of my room. I still have TONS of stuff in here but it no longer looks like my room. It is so odd. I know that my life is in God's hands, I am moving forward, and he will provide for me. But it is scary to think I am moving out into a new place, again, I might not have Alexis, and lots of other aspects of life are dramatically changing. But, sigh of relief again, I will be thrilled to have Patty, Sarah, and Lindsay here. I plan to make lots of new friends through Rugby, Project Sunshine, and another club who's name is left nameless right now...even still, it will be great to have those gals here. They know how to make me smile just by being around. Sometimes i seriously miss senior year of high school...I cried more than any other year besides 8th grade, but I was so happy...all the time. My goal is to be that happy next year as well. I think I will because, as I do for others, my heart is lifted and I feel relieved. So I am looking forward to it. And, as Shania Twain sings "Up up up, there's no where but up from here...up up, up where the clouds dont appear.
I am in the middle of a great book called "P.S. I love you" It is about a woman who is about to turn 30 when her husband who she has been with since she was 14, dies and she doesnt know how to move on. (i didnt spoil anything in case you wanted to read it) Anyway, it is such an awesome book...makes you laugh and cry on every page. But, about 25 pages in, you find out that her husband died on the second of february. I sat there, stunned, for about 10 minutes and then I almost peed in my pants. It was the biggest freak coincidence in the world.
Ok, I have to go see spiderman II now. have an awesome weekend, and more on this stuff later!
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