Tuesday, June 15, 2004
I am going to apologize to Andi ahead of time...she is going to have to read the stuff I wrote in her email again in here! now I am going to apologize to anyone else who makes it through this whole blog in one sitting! (or at all!)
First off, for good news. I got my hair cut today and i just put some layers in it. it really makes the curl stand out more and I like it a lot! success ladies and gentlemen. I also bought a shirt that said "Texans for Bush" pretty awesome. I am sending one to brian. man i miss that kid. Also, on thursday when I was leaving the bush school I ran into the former President Bush. He asked me about summer school, asked my major, and told me to go enjoy my summer! He was so nice, and so healthy for his age! it was pretty cool. Friday I took my kittens to the shelter and decided to rename sunshine to reagan. that was pretty cool. what else...I am helping my mom throw a souther living party. Amie sells southern living at home and my mom is hosting a party. it should be super fun and I will get to meet her mom! (we met when andrea moved in, but not really)
On to the stressful news. So, I have been thinking and praying a lot lately about what I should do with my life. As long as I can remember I have wanted to be a lawyer. My whole life family and friends have told me I would make an excellent lawyer. It was always something I saw as an intangible dream. Now that I am here, now that I know people taking the LSAT and I know attorneys, it is actually a reachable goal. So, after lots of prayer and thought, I have decided to go to law school and be a lawyer. (that normally comes after law school) So, after making my decision, I realized all the plans for my life that will be ruined. I will not get out of school until 2009. Excuse me?!?! 2009?!?! Whoa. I can not get married until I am out of law school and considering all my aggie friends will be long gone and I will have no life in law school, my fear of being a single 26 yr old business woman who's only friend is a cat is actually coming true. I am single. I will be a business woman in 5 years, 26 in 6 years, and I have a cat. very depressing actually, considering this has been my fear for the last 8 years. I should become a fortune teller...cause I sure knew mine! Granted many lawyers start making $100,000 + when they get out of school, but what good is all that money when you live in a 1 bedroom apartment and have no one to share it with besides a cat named after a former president? I know this is depressing...but I am very upset about this now! My plans of getting married at 24...shattered. My plans of having kids at 28 or 29...probabaly shattered as well. Sucks when what you really want to do causes this much stress and turmoil. I dont think I could describe this feeling right now...pretty much one you have to feel on your own (and i hope you never do)
On to something a little brighter. Hmm...the first session of summer school is halfway over! woo hoo for that! I am seriously considering dropping out of the second session...but I REALLY want to get my ring next spring and I need this summer school to do it! Please encourage me!
I miss travis a lot, btw. He is such an awesome friend! Speaking of friends (sorry to interrupt travis's shout out) one of my very best friends from junior high called me today and she is getting MARRIED!!! WHAT?!?! She is 20 years old...and she is getting married? I wish you could hear the huge fluctuations in my voice as I say this OUT LOUD while i type it! not only can I not imagine getting married at 20, but I am not looking forward to watching ALL my friends get married! Well, that sounded rude. I mean, I AM looking forward to supporting them as they begin their lives with the man/woman they were made to be with. I am NOT looking forward to that being a constant reminder that I was made to be alone.
Ok...this has been WAY too pessimistic. If you are a hot, young, single man this is your cue to come bring me flowers and sweep me off my feet. Actually, at this point none of those qualifications is needed. Really, you just need to come over. No flowers or sweeping necessary. :) I am not really THIS depressed, I can jsut get overdramatic sometimes! :)
I better go. Alexis and I were SUPPOSED to leave 30 minutes ago to go watch stephen, derek, randy, and brit play tennis and i dont know where that girl is. I thought for sure she would interrupt this pathetic blog a long time ago! hope your tuesday was better than mine and hope all of our wednesdays are even better! au revoir!
First off, for good news. I got my hair cut today and i just put some layers in it. it really makes the curl stand out more and I like it a lot! success ladies and gentlemen. I also bought a shirt that said "Texans for Bush" pretty awesome. I am sending one to brian. man i miss that kid. Also, on thursday when I was leaving the bush school I ran into the former President Bush. He asked me about summer school, asked my major, and told me to go enjoy my summer! He was so nice, and so healthy for his age! it was pretty cool. Friday I took my kittens to the shelter and decided to rename sunshine to reagan. that was pretty cool. what else...I am helping my mom throw a souther living party. Amie sells southern living at home and my mom is hosting a party. it should be super fun and I will get to meet her mom! (we met when andrea moved in, but not really)
On to the stressful news. So, I have been thinking and praying a lot lately about what I should do with my life. As long as I can remember I have wanted to be a lawyer. My whole life family and friends have told me I would make an excellent lawyer. It was always something I saw as an intangible dream. Now that I am here, now that I know people taking the LSAT and I know attorneys, it is actually a reachable goal. So, after lots of prayer and thought, I have decided to go to law school and be a lawyer. (that normally comes after law school) So, after making my decision, I realized all the plans for my life that will be ruined. I will not get out of school until 2009. Excuse me?!?! 2009?!?! Whoa. I can not get married until I am out of law school and considering all my aggie friends will be long gone and I will have no life in law school, my fear of being a single 26 yr old business woman who's only friend is a cat is actually coming true. I am single. I will be a business woman in 5 years, 26 in 6 years, and I have a cat. very depressing actually, considering this has been my fear for the last 8 years. I should become a fortune teller...cause I sure knew mine! Granted many lawyers start making $100,000 + when they get out of school, but what good is all that money when you live in a 1 bedroom apartment and have no one to share it with besides a cat named after a former president? I know this is depressing...but I am very upset about this now! My plans of getting married at 24...shattered. My plans of having kids at 28 or 29...probabaly shattered as well. Sucks when what you really want to do causes this much stress and turmoil. I dont think I could describe this feeling right now...pretty much one you have to feel on your own (and i hope you never do)
On to something a little brighter. Hmm...the first session of summer school is halfway over! woo hoo for that! I am seriously considering dropping out of the second session...but I REALLY want to get my ring next spring and I need this summer school to do it! Please encourage me!
I miss travis a lot, btw. He is such an awesome friend! Speaking of friends (sorry to interrupt travis's shout out) one of my very best friends from junior high called me today and she is getting MARRIED!!! WHAT?!?! She is 20 years old...and she is getting married? I wish you could hear the huge fluctuations in my voice as I say this OUT LOUD while i type it! not only can I not imagine getting married at 20, but I am not looking forward to watching ALL my friends get married! Well, that sounded rude. I mean, I AM looking forward to supporting them as they begin their lives with the man/woman they were made to be with. I am NOT looking forward to that being a constant reminder that I was made to be alone.
Ok...this has been WAY too pessimistic. If you are a hot, young, single man this is your cue to come bring me flowers and sweep me off my feet. Actually, at this point none of those qualifications is needed. Really, you just need to come over. No flowers or sweeping necessary. :) I am not really THIS depressed, I can jsut get overdramatic sometimes! :)
I better go. Alexis and I were SUPPOSED to leave 30 minutes ago to go watch stephen, derek, randy, and brit play tennis and i dont know where that girl is. I thought for sure she would interrupt this pathetic blog a long time ago! hope your tuesday was better than mine and hope all of our wednesdays are even better! au revoir!
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