Friday, June 18, 2004
First of all, I would like to thank my friends who knew I was wrong and were patient enough to let me figure it out on my own. Next I would like to thank my friends who were so supportive to actually believe with me until I figured things out on my own. you guys are great.
Next, I would like to say a special thanks to Andi, Alexis, kristine and derek for putting up with my confusion and whining today. You all 4 had such different views on things, it really helped. Not that I am in any better a place right now, but it helped nonetheless!
I have come to terms with the fact that reagan and I are in it for the long haul. Me and reagan, a great team. Andi and I are going to go up north for grad school...so that is something to look forward to. Snow! cold! new place, new people. Not that I dont LOVE i here, and not that I dont LOVE all of you...I do. But nothing wrong with new places.
My mom wrote me an awesome email tonight...it made me cry for about 25 minutes about the realities of growing up and where I am right now. but it was good. I listened to the awesome Christian CD stephen made me, talked to derek, re-read my mom's email, and cried for half an hour. It was actually refreshing. Again, I am not in any better place...but I feel slightly better And my plan to go off to Cali with derek sounds pretty awesome...we all know my feelings for cali! Better place, better life. :) But, after buying my "Texans for Bush" shirt and having an awesome Texas Country cd, my state pride has boosted and I will be sad to go. (not too sad though...i still plan on moving away)
Ok...I am hereby committing not to blog again until I have a positive attitude. Because now after I have decided I was wrong, I am beginning to think that NOW i am wrong and originally I was right. So confusing and not very entertaining for my readers! So, until I get all this straightened out, au revoir!
Next, I would like to say a special thanks to Andi, Alexis, kristine and derek for putting up with my confusion and whining today. You all 4 had such different views on things, it really helped. Not that I am in any better a place right now, but it helped nonetheless!
I have come to terms with the fact that reagan and I are in it for the long haul. Me and reagan, a great team. Andi and I are going to go up north for grad school...so that is something to look forward to. Snow! cold! new place, new people. Not that I dont LOVE i here, and not that I dont LOVE all of you...I do. But nothing wrong with new places.
My mom wrote me an awesome email tonight...it made me cry for about 25 minutes about the realities of growing up and where I am right now. but it was good. I listened to the awesome Christian CD stephen made me, talked to derek, re-read my mom's email, and cried for half an hour. It was actually refreshing. Again, I am not in any better place...but I feel slightly better And my plan to go off to Cali with derek sounds pretty awesome...we all know my feelings for cali! Better place, better life. :) But, after buying my "Texans for Bush" shirt and having an awesome Texas Country cd, my state pride has boosted and I will be sad to go. (not too sad though...i still plan on moving away)
Ok...I am hereby committing not to blog again until I have a positive attitude. Because now after I have decided I was wrong, I am beginning to think that NOW i am wrong and originally I was right. So confusing and not very entertaining for my readers! So, until I get all this straightened out, au revoir!
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