What does it take to be #1?

Bill Cosby said "I dont know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everybody." And isnt that the damn truth. I couldnt have said it better myself. I dont know where I got the idea that I have to be perfect for everyone, but I have been that way my whole life. Actually, the whole reason I ever started liking A&M (when I was like 6) was because I wanted to please my older brother Brian. Why didnt I try to please Brandon by liking UT? UM...burnt orange is ugly as all get out. :) But, now Brian detests everything about A&M so I guess I lost that one. That is just one example. Today is another example...everything about today. But, when you try to please too many people you just end up letting all of them down. And let me tell you what my worst fear is...letting someone down. SO...be proud everyone...I faced my worst fear today. Now, how is it that I get over my fear? I am not writing this out of self pity and I am not hoping for a response from anyone. Actually, I would prefer for this not to get published but to be in my personal section but I dont really know how to work this blog business. So, this is one of those entries I would rather you just kind of look over.

But, for those of you who are still reading, I will try to get on to a happier note...I got $15 at platos closet today...that's $15 more than I had!!! Hurry...to the bank...before I spend it on something usless like freebirds...oh wait, oops! :) Done! Another funny story...I refilled a prescription and it was ready last friday...I am lazy and didnt pick it up until today and the lady informed my they only keep them for 7 days...UM...today is the 7th day BIA so I believe I still deserve for them to have had it! But, nnoooo, I have to go BACK and pick it up! Guess my laziness kicked me in the tail! Eh well.

I think Friends is on...not too sure...gotta go see. Adios!